Random About This World: Oktober 2012

30th of October

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30 th of October...

This day, this time..

You passed away

4 years ago

well.. I can't describe you in a paragraph..

Do you remember? when I first met you

I was in position where I was far from my parents.

You gave me chance to be "person"

When I was confused to choose my way

what will I be?

what's my purpose of living?

You came

You was choosing my way.

You take me, taught me , to be "me" now

You give me chance.

"Come to my house and practice together"

I came..

You gave me bread, risolles, tea, and many food, candies.

many more..

and I liked it

You were like my own mother at that time

You asked me to struggle

To practice, you gave me your spirits

"YOU HAVE TO BE BETTER, LOOK AT YOUR SELF. I LIKE YOU WHEN YOU SMILE AFTER YOU WIN"

I looked at myself..

And I was trying to love my own self. I.. Who didnt have any abillities....

And I tried to understand, gaining my own motivation..

That was the first time I knew about ... "STRUGGLE"

Yes.. the time was running...

I can write

I can draw

I can have motivation in music

I can make many relationships with people

I can improve myself

I can do my study without too many problems

I can have spirits for living

That's contain you..

Your role is so huge in my life

After I graduated ,,

Not long after that,,,

You passed away...

Left many memories

The person who guide my self

Many words.. I have to say.

Thanks

Thanks...

A lot of thanks for you...

A lot of your achievements

YOU GOT IT!

YOU DID YOUR TASK WELL!!!!

YOU GAVE US YOUR SPIRITS!

maybe that was the time when you should to over all of things in the world

but you gave many contributions toward us

Your shadow is not here anymore

But your kindness is still here

I'm still can see you in the past

Your voice is not here anymore

But I can here you are singing beside me now

I won't say goodbye

Because I'm sure that I can meet you.. I can see you again...

I can see you

Later

I will meet you

Next Time

This time is for you

to sleep

under the blanket named "soil and flowers"

"SLEEP WELL"

"SLEEP IN PEACE"

T.H

30th October 2008

:')

I hope you like it, read my letter to you... because you are amazing.... :)

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Plesetan Gombalan + Nyolot an

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beberapa Gombalan sederhana + jawabannya yang NYOLOT..

terinspirasi dari temen kos ( > ___ < ) yang mengalami gombalan mode ON

1. Aku gatau kenapa aku sayang kamu ...
=> berarti ntar lo bakal bilang= aku gatau kenapa aku ninggalin kamu

2.Aku suka kamu sejak pertama kali bertemu
=> bukannya pas kita pertama ketemu lu masih punya pacar yaa..../??? waaaa lirik2 niih

3. Aku nggak ngliat kelebihanmu ato kekuranganmu
=> artinya gw worthless + nothing dong kalo lo g liat kelebihan gw

4. Susah banget bilang aku sayang kamu
=> Punya mulut kan? lha itu...??? ^^^

5.Di pikiranku cuma ada kamu
=> ga pernah mikir pelajaran sekolah / kuliah dong? pemalas!

6.Kamu laksana matahari
=> matahari kan siang dowang. kalo malem berarti lu punya yang lain dong?

7.Kamu sempurna deh
=> LO SAMAIN GUWE SAMA ROKOK?

8.Aku punyamu
=> gw punya orang lain :P #jlebbb

9.aku ngga butuh apa-apa. cuma butuh kamu...
=> *ambil dompetnya... *ga butuh ini nih? *ambil uangnya, tinggal.

10.Aku nggak nilai kamu dari penampilanmu..
=> sama aja lu bilang gue jelek

11.You are my everything
=>. you are my nothing

12. Sungguh aku sayang kamu.
=> emang gw sayang lu?

13. Aku bakal jaga hatimu.
=> emang gw butuh?

14. aku bakal nyanyi apa aja buat kamu.
=> brarti lu bakalan nyanyi lagu kematiaan buat gw? NYUMPAHIN LU?

15. hari ini esok dan seterusnya,, I will be there for you.
=> emang yakin besok lu masih hidup? *jlebb

16. Hidupku cuma milikmu.
=> gw bunuh lu sekarang gapapa ya berarti? idup lu kan punya gue.

17. Aku hampa tanpa dirimu
=> ada kamu aku malah jadi hampa

18. aku capek sendirian
=> cari ayam buat nemenin gih

19. Aku mau sama kamu
=> gw mau nonton spongebob dulu, jangan ganggu gue. gue sibuk

20. Would you be my lover?
=> hell out from my side!!!! go awaay!

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My Wishes

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Yah... hal ini memang cuma sekedar lelucon..... tapi aku pengen beberapa hal.. yang udah lama aku pengen sih.. mungkin nggak harus sekarang.. But I just want to share my own wishes in my sweet 17th birthday, entah terkabul ato engga. aku pengen aja nulis apa yang aku pengen sekarang....

1. a camera. happy dancing crazy rabbit

Aku pengen camdig.. aku selalu motret pakai handphone. meskipun aku ngerasa potretanku nggak ancur2 amat. aku pengen motret pakai camdig. jadi foto-foto yang nantinya aku upload nggak burem.. aku pengen terjun ke dunia seni. entah seni apa itu.. aku suka seni. selama ini aku suka melukis. akhirnya dari melukis aku suka motret, setelah itu aku suka nulis, aku suka musik.. I love ARTS...

Udah lama aku liat teemen-temenku pegang bawa kamera . kayaknya seneng banget ketika kita bisa motret hal-hal yang kita sukai...

2. a novel

Akhir-akhir ini aku suka banget baca novel.. jadi aku pikir asik juga kalau bisa dapet novel yang isinya bagus. Lagi mood aja sih. enak aja rasanya baca.

3. a cup of coffee..

Ini yang paling simpel sih.. aku pengen banget kopi. rasanya asik aja baca novel sambil minum kopi.

dimana-mana.. kopi itu selalu keliatan cantik happy dancing crazy rabbit

4. I want a cake

Emang dari dulu aku suka kue sih. terutama stroberi ma cokelat. andaikan aku dapet cake di sweet 17.. kayaknya asik .. :)

5. Headphone

Headphoneku dah bobrok karena di bagian telinganya kena rambutku yang tajem2. akhirnya terkikis deh busa peredamnya.. headphone ku berfungsi sebagai 2 hal. 1, buat dengerin lagu ketika kebisingan kos atau rumah merajalela. kayak ketika ada kakak kos teriak2 ketakutan gara2 ada coro / kecoak, dan ketika ponakan di rumah nangis gero-gero gara-gara mainannya ilang atau tvnya mati. aku pengen belajar dengan jedag-jedug tanpa suara lain yang mengganggu..

yang kedua, buat ngredam main orjen di kos. di kos ada ibu kos yang siap ngamuk2 ketika nyalain orjen kekencengen. terkadang ibu kos bisa bertindak seperti monster. jadi malem2 aku berusaha meredam kemurkaannya dengan main orjen pake headphone..

dan sayangnya headphone ku dah bobrok -,,,,-

6. BIG GLASS of MILK.

aku suka susu.. setiap hari bisa minum 4 gelas susu. jadi .. intinya. aku pengen susu.

7. a white rose

entah kenapa alasannya. aku pengen banget dapet mawar putih.. :) sejak dulu sih.. :)

Semoga bisa terwujud deh.. entah saat itu atau kapan... :) ..

I Love My Life

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Fuyuzora - Matsushita Yuya - Lyrics Translate

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KANJI

最後に
君がくれた
メールを
削除したよ

二人で
繋いできた
言葉が
ここで途切れる

見えなくても
感じることが
真実-ほんとう-だとわかるから

君が残したものを
失うときの
静けさが僕は怖い

涙はいらないいまはいらない
なにもかも変わらないさ
瞳を閉じて抱きしめて
そうすれば僕も君もまだ
ひとりじゃない

見上げた冬空遠いあの空
そこからなにが見えるの
この先にある道は
約束を果たせないままに
どこへ続く

凍えた
唇には
消えない
君の記憶

時間が
奪うすべて
心が
引き止めている

幸せだと
気づいていても
幸せに留まれない

愛はどうしていつも
強すぎるほど
癒せない傷をつける

涙はいらないいまはいらない
僕たちは終わらないさ
めぐり逢い結ばれた
この街は僕と君をまだ
覚えてるよ

見上げた冬空遠いあの空
そこからなにが見えるの
変わらない思い出が
悲しみを乗り越えられる日を
ただ知りたい

_______________________________________________________________________________

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

I just deleted
The last message
That I
Received from you

The words
That linked
The two of us
Will end here

Even if I can’t see it
I know that
What I’m feeling is real

I’m scared of the stillness in the air
When I lose the things
That you’ve left behind

I don’t need tears, I don’t need them now
Nothing will change
Close your eyes, hug me tight
In that way, neither of us
Will be alone yet

I looked up at the winter sky, at that faraway sky
What can you see from there?
The road that is up ahead
Where does it extend to
As the promise remains unfulfilled

On my
Frozen lips
Memories of you
Won’t disappear

Everything that time
Is trying to snatch away
My heart
Is holding them back

Even when I realized
That I was happy
I couldn’t hold on to that happiness

Why does love always
Leave a scar that is so strong
It’s incurable

I don’t need tears, I don’t need them now
It won’t be over between us
We met here and became one
And this town still remembers
You and me

I looked up at the winter sky, at that faraway sky
What can you see from there?
Those memories will never change
I just want to know the day
When they can override my grief and pain