30 th of October...
This day, this time..
You passed away
4 years ago
well.. I can't describe you in a paragraph..
Do you remember? when I first met you
I was in position where I was far from my parents.
You gave me chance to be "person"
When I was confused to choose my way
what will I be?
what's my purpose of living?
You came
You was choosing my way.
You take me, taught me , to be "me" now
You give me chance.
"Come to my house and practice together"
I came..
You gave me bread, risolles, tea, and many food, candies.
many more..
and I liked it
You were like my own mother at that time
You asked me to struggle
To practice, you gave me your spirits
"YOU HAVE TO BE BETTER, LOOK AT YOUR SELF. I LIKE YOU WHEN YOU SMILE AFTER YOU WIN"
I looked at myself..
And I was trying to love my own self. I.. Who didnt have any abillities....
And I tried to understand, gaining my own motivation..
That was the first time I knew about ... "STRUGGLE"
Yes.. the time was running...
I can write
I can draw
I can have motivation in music
I can make many relationships with people
I can improve myself
I can do my study without too many problems
I can have spirits for living
That's contain you..
Your role is so huge in my life
After I graduated ,,
Not long after that,,,
You passed away...
Left many memories
The person who guide my self
Many words.. I have to say.
Thanks
Thanks
Thanks...
A lot of thanks for you...
A lot of your achievements
YOU GOT IT!
YOU DID YOUR TASK WELL!!!!
YOU GAVE US YOUR SPIRITS!
maybe that was the time when you should to over all of things in the world
but you gave many contributions toward us
Your shadow is not here anymore
But your kindness is still here
I'm still can see you in the past
Your voice is not here anymore
But I can here you are singing beside me now
I won't say goodbye
Because I'm sure that I can meet you.. I can see you again...
I can see you
Later
I will meet you
Next Time
This time is for you
to sleep
under the blanket named "soil and flowers"
"SLEEP WELL"
"SLEEP IN PEACE"
T.H
30th October 2008
:')
I hope you like it, read my letter to you... because you are amazing.... :)
mb Maaaaiiiii~ sini aku peluuuk~ :*
makaciiihh :* aku juga peyuukk kamuuu~